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[usedtoit]

Maybe this is weird to talk about with all the murder and mayhem going on and with new people arriving yesterday but.

I don't know.

Is it okay to miss people that aren't here anymore? Not like, in general, but specifically here at the hotel. When people aren't here anymore, that probably means they're back home, right? So I should be happy when my friends aren't here anymore. But some of my friends are gone and I miss them. I want them back. I feel like that's selfish. I shouldn't want that.

I guess the other alternative is that the hotel has taken them to do something with them, and that thought doesn't make me feel any better.

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[usedtoit]

Do you think they're in a better place? You're right, it feels better to think that they are. That they've gone home or whatever. But that seems unlikely.

[ And now that she's thought about it, she can't stop thinking about it. ]

[villainously]

in one instance, if he's not somewhere better, he's not anywhere.

( that doesn't necessarily make it easier to believe Neal is safe somewhere, though. )

[usedtoit]

I don't know if that makes me feel better.

[villainously]

doesn't make me feel much better, either.